Monday, April 29, 2013

Another Year

All of us, we cheer-
one of our friends just aged one more year.
To all of you I propose a toast;
his past years are nothing but a memory, a ghost.

Now a brand new slate-
for experience he may now create.
Never dare, putting it to waste;
but there's no need to do it with great haste.

I may have met him quite late-
but alas, it might be due to fate.
Yet happy, as he always made me be-
I always smile, full of glee.

Happy birthday, my dear friend.
I hope your joy will last longer than a trend.
For this only happens once a year;
fullfill your hopes- never fear.


Poem for April 30, 2013
For Stephen Duffraine Llamas, you're old, get a job.

Sunday, April 28, 2013

One of a Kind

You push me when I'm in the way
You pull my hair in my dismay
But when I need you,
you just come out of the blue

A month just passed by
but it seems no other guy
will replace you, no matter what
Even though I call you little twat

My worst enemy is also my best friend
Even if our fights never seem to end
but then, our tie seem to tighten
I'm lucky you're the one I have gotten

Poem for April 29, 2013
For Ron Macalino, my brother who's gross but is a bigger badass than me.
I missed you, ugly faggot.

Smiles

I went out this morning to buy a dress for Bia's debut, and I found a nice dress that I think suits me well. That made me smile.

I posted a picture of me wearing a dress a while ago and someone complimented me. That made me smile too.

My family fetched me and we heard mass. We also ate in a really great place where I ordered pizza and carbonara. They also ordered blueberry cheesecake. That made me smile, a lot.

My mom's home the moment I arrived. My brother's annoying, but it didn't matter. I still smiled.

Joni liked the poem I made him. I really smiled warmly.

What made you smile today? Count your blessings, not your regrets.

Saturday, April 27, 2013

For My Beloved

You never failed to make me smile
I haven't done that in a while
Your choice of words, it amazes me
I think the whole world will agree

You are one of my dearest friends,
one of those that never ends
I love it when you care,
since people like you seem to be rare

I hope others don't get me wrong,
for I just wrote this since we get along
Something to thank you for being there,
also for the memories that we share

I'm sorry for my rhyme
I did this in quite a short time
This poem may not be as beautiful as you,
but everything I said was indeed, true.

(Poem for April 28, 2013)
For Jonvier Castro, my Finn the human.

Bottle caps and weighing scale.

After another failed attempt of cleaning out my room, I stumbled upon the bottle caps I am collecting. These bottle caps are from my drinking sessions lately, and it has come to my senses that I've been drinking too much. I need to stop, I know. Well fortunately I can do that with ease since my wallet is gasping for money.

In relation to my alcohol consumption, I'm gaining weight due to this. I think I'm gonna replace alcohol with slimming products and exercise. I'm done reading everything I want to read as of the moment anyway, and my xbox is just rotting in our living room. Time for daily Zumba sessions.

I just can't escape this pool of insecurity that I made.

Friday, April 26, 2013

One More

Wouldn't it be bittersweet
If I gulped more of this drink
It makes me happy, this treat
Although it makes me kinda pink

Nothing is really wrong maybe
I get bored and I got this
but don't be fooled, baby
Pass me another mask, please

Just one more drink
Don't act as if you care
It gives me more energy to think
especially when pain I cannot bear

Stop, they say
As if they can tell me what to do
i'm willing to shoulder the price I pay
please leave, it's not true

Poem for April 27, 2013

Chance

Love is so short, forgetting is so long.
It's even harder when you're not that strong.
But, you erased them, all those memories of me,
ignoring my every plea.

It was the right thing, yes
but do you think what you did was really best?
I'm longing for you,
I know you were too

Your voice really was the soundtrack of my summer,
even though you sang songs for me last November.
That might really give away who I was referring to,
but I'm telling you, What I am saying is true

This might be too much to ask
seeing how you're bombarded with that kind of task
but maybe, another chance, you could give me?
Please let me set your heart free.

Poem for April 26, 2013

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Impossible


I don’t care what other people say
But I mean, I don’t think we should stay 
like this
You know I love you but you care less
This whole thing is just a big mess

Ohhhhh, Why can’t you see
I need you right here with me

You just caught me off guard
I mean, you don’t need to make this hard
You always do things that blow my mind
You’re impossible to find

A word from you is enough
You always stun me, no matter how tough
I thought I was
How I wish I was stronger
Since I can’t hold on any longer

You just caught me off guard
I mean, you don’t need to make this hard
You always do things that blow my mind
You’re impossible to find

I hate what you do to my heart
Oh I wish things were different, from the start
Why can’t you love me, the way I love you
Can’t you see my feelings are oh-so-true?

You just caught me off guard
I mean, you don’t need to make this hard
You always do things that blow my mind
You’re impossible to find

You just caught me off guard (You’re impossible to find)
I mean, you don’t need to make this hard (You’re impossible to find)
You always do things that blow my mind (You’re impossible to find)
You’re impossible to find (You’re impossible to find)

You’re impossible to find. 

Arizona (Come to me)

I.
We were just kids sucked in a hipster blackhole
Lost in a place not better than North Pole
But I seem to like it here

II. 
Different cities, North, East, West and South
But, baby, you don’t need to pout
We’ll all be drawn so near

PreChorus:
I know that we’re all just dreaming
But I know we’ll all be there

Chorus:
Kids in love, lost in space
All I want is to see your face
Just come and fly with me
Arizona come to me

III. 
I stay up late every night
Thinking one day that we just might
Live our la-la-la-la-la dreams
With all these little fan girl screams

Prechorus:
I know that we’re al just dreaming
But I know we’ll all be there

Chorus:
Kids in love, lost in space
All I want is too see your face
Just come and fly with me
Arizona, come to me

Bridge:
Baby just keep on believing
Those tears aren’t relieving
Just hold my hand,
Oh I know this will be grand

Chorus:
Kids in love, lost in space
All I want is to see your face
Just come and fly with me
Arizona, come to me 

la la la la la la~
Arizona, Ah-Ah-Arizona
Arizona come to me. 


Written last May 2011

In Your Heart


Strumming slowly on my guitar
Oh boy, why do you need to be so far
I know that we could make all of these work out
But I don’t know what all of this is about

They say that it’s all wrong
But baby, I know that we belong

It could be love, it could just be a crush
I’m so confused, In all this rush
I might be just crazy, I really don’t know
But in your heart is where I want to go

If we had a lawn, I’ll gaze upon the stars
Instead I’m in my room looking at my guitars
Oh why do I even bother
This song will only make you go farther

They say it’s all wrong
But baby, I know that we belong

It could be love, it could just be a crush
I’m confused, In all this rush
I might be just crazy, I really don’t know
But in your heart is where I want to go

Strumming slowly on my guitar
Oh boy, why do you need to be so far
It could be love, it could just be a crush
I’m so confused, In all this rush
I might be just crazy, I really don’t know
But in your heart is where I want to go

 In all chaos, I just want to let you know
Boy, I love you so 

written last May 2011

Emergency Room

I think the sickness just won,
someone please call 911.
Maybe it's not serious at all
but I think I'm starting to fall

Hey I did not drink any poison, I swear.
but that's really sweet that you care.
Now I think I know what it is, a drug
or maybe a bite from the love bug

Call the doctor, my heart is failing miserably. 
It's in dire need of someone I need to see. 
Ring the sirens, let's drive away. 
Take me back to the emergency room, my heart's been screaming for you
hey hey hey hey
my heart's been screaming for your name

I think I got a heavy feeling on my chest
so please just do your very best
I might need a damn surgery 
someone set these butterflies in my gut free

Call the doctor, my heart is failing miserably. 
It's in dire need of someone I need to see. 
Ring the sirens, let's drive away. 
Take me back to the emergency room, my heart's been screaming for you
hey hey hey hey
my heart's been screaming for your name

No, please I can't be released
I don't know how to handle this, I'm pissed
Why isn't love registered an illness,
when it has made me into a fucking mess?

Call the doctor, my heart is failing miserably. 
It's in dire need of someone I need to see. 
Ring the sirens, let's drive away. 
Take me back to the emergency room, my heart's been screaming for you
hey hey hey hey
my heart's been screaming for your name

I'm in love in the emergency room.

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Bad Little Girl

I ditched all my responsibilities today such as attending my drum lessons and getting my brother's report card because I hung out with my bros. You wouldn't believe this: I smoked today. I solemly swore that I am gonna be the almighty one who's not gonna try out a cigarette in her whole life but I puffed it. Just one, not even one stick but just one puff. It was a "birthday gift" for my friend since it's her birthday tomorrow. I don't actually regret it since I'm not craving for one. The bad side is that I got a bit hooked on the electronic cigarettes. This is so not me, I swear. Well I'm just trilled because I had a bottle of Tanduay Ice and a sip of milktea today. Totally satisfied my drink cravings.

On the other note, I'm gonna start a vlog but there is no way I am abandoning this. Writing is a whole new experience for me and this is where I express a different side of me. It's weird but I find it nice. The vlog might show a happy go lucky side of me, and of course this one portrays all my seriousness. I haven't grasped my creativity in writing yet, but I hope it will come back soon.

Au revoir.


Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Just Give Me A Reason


I stumbled upon a tweet where someone flailed over a new cover of We are the in Crowd. Even though it's not really my character and taste to like this type of music, I have this on my phone and I enjoy this because I really love P!nk and fun. so much. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this cover as much as I did . 

Regarding my day, I woke up a bit late since I slept at 3:30am, and I'm a bit slurry and hungover. I had chest pain and my head was heavier than ever. Anyway, I'm trying to rest and watch some tv. Have a great day!

Au Revoir.

Hurricane



Hello, blogging universe. Once again, I decided to try and go back to path of blogging maybe just for this summer. I need to be occupied on something... again. Going back to my personal blog on tumblr is not an option for I want to forget all the memories engraved on every page. Well, that and the tumblr for iPad is not really working out for me. So after getting a bit sober from my alcohol consumption, I spent about and hour trying to figure out this blog. I'm not a graphic designer, everyone knows that. Well, I hope this blog's structure is well enough to earnreaders for me. And anyway, I want them to enjoy the writings on this blog and not the aesthetic appeal it can provide.

So for my future readers, I hope you bear with me. I'm not the brightest star in the sky when it comes to writing, but it fascinates me so I will try to pursue it. I hope you like what you see, and I hope you get to know me a lot better when you read every post I make in this blog. It's gonna be my journal, for my handwriting is scrawny and illegible every summer.

Anyway, welcome to a whole new side of Roneth. Shocking, but I am a completely different person on twitter, ask.fm, facebook and most probably, here. I'm not suffering from a disorder, I can assure you that. I just want to showcase my fascade of masks to everyone. Enjoy.

Au revoir.